when i feel i'm not okay

when u feel like u live alone, with lonely

when u feel like u have done the right thing to others, 

when u feel like u have so many friends, but the real says u are hated by all of them

when u feel like u have appreciated your friends' hobby, but instead your friends don't respect you

when u feel like u have lost ur bestfriends,or only u that think they're the best but they don't think of u at all?

when u feel like u have given the cheers to others, but the real is, urself that needs its spirit

when u ask something that u don't know to the other, but they say they don't know too, but when u see the truth, they are lied, they know, and want u to don't know about it.

when they say u are one of the part of theirs, but u feel like, hey, are u sure wtf?

what's wrong with me? I feel like I was shunned and hostiled

i feel like nobody want to hold my hands, to get out from this black hole 

bury grief in the deepest trough, just wanna cry, everyday, everytime

but one thing from this sadness make me realized,

maybe I have forgotten, that I have the Greatest God, Allah Swt.

now Allah Swt is calling u to miss Him

let those tears are down at ur pray and sholaat, and just let Him to hear what about ur problems are.

He is just missing u..

Because u are so busy with ur dunnya. 

maybe I forgot too,

I'm not alone, Allah Swt is always beside me, wherever I go, Whenever, and Whatever the conditions. He will not leave me.

Behind me and Before me is God, and I have no fears.

Win, God knows u are a strong girl !